well, i have a stomachache. probably because i stuffed myself at dinner then ate a chocolate bar. the worst part is this ridiculous obsessing i'm doing. do most people think constantly that they might v every time they have the slightest ache? i wish i could just go about my daily life and if i have to go p*** just go do it and be over with it. rationally speaking, i know it would not be a big deal if it happened. gross but not death or anything. yet i am feeling so nervous and worked up. i have ruined so many days/nights/vacations/etc. worrying that it will happen and it never does (knock on wood - and why do i even have to knock on wood!). even if it did happen, it would only ruin a day or two, but no, i let it ruin so many days! how in the world did i end up this way?! does anyone else feel this way? thank you all for listening. it does help to know other people understand and don't think i'm just being really babyish.