It it me or does anyone ever think this way:


While driving through a neighborhood, do you look at the houses and wonder if anyone is inside suffering from a sv* or v*ing?


Walk into a mall, movie theatre, school and think of it as a hotbed of germs?


Wonder if you were told you had cancer and needed chemo....would you be so fearful of chemo and v* that maybe you wouldn't go through with it?


Be afraid of riding amusement park rides because you or someone else might v* or better yet, just walking through a carnival, you might see some v under a ride?


As a child I was so afraid of waking up in the night and being sick that in my little mind I took an aspirin before going to bed because I thought it would prevent any sickness during the night. Also.......I would walk to school each day and make deals with God that if I didn't step on any cracks, he would make sure I wouldn't get a sv*


Thats enough weirdness for now.......... I feel embarrassed[img]smileys/smilies_12.gif[/img]


I am much better now, I don't panic but it is still alive in me.


Barbara