Okay, I thought it has been a long time for me since I last v* but some of you guys haven't v* in 15, 20, or 30 years and yet you are still emetophobic. What is that like for you? Do you actually not remember it at all? Do you have frequent n* or is it just a passing feeling sometimes? The more time goes by, does the fear get worse or better? The older I get, the less I v* but the more I fear doing it. And I keep thinking "My time is up. I'm past due." Arg! How can we be afraid of something we can't even remember very well?