ok so my ex boyfriend (i went out with him for about 2 years- our families are close and i'm still very close with him, although we don't speak often anymore because i have a new bf... still, we catch up from time to time) and i were talking on the computer today. the first thing he told me was that he was going to call me the other night bc out of nowhere he had a fever horrible d* and v* (GRAPHIC- every 15-20 minutes for 7 hours straight during the night). he knows about my fear, but doesn't get it, so he didn't think it was a big deal to go into such detail. ok anyway, so i've known him for years and he hasn't had an sv* during that time ever and i just totally startedfreaking out. i haven't been around him or anything, but justknowing he's had one is making me lose it. what's wrong with me?! i can't stop thinking about it.even when we were going out, he v*ed a few times (mostlydue to eating or drinking too much). that was when my emet was on hiatus or something. one time, he v*ed on me after drinking too much coffee, and i didn't even flinch... i was too concerned about him. what happened? why did my emet come back with such a vengeance? i can't take it anymore, i really can't!! this fear is now consuming every aspect of my life and some days i just feel like i can't put up with it anymore. i don't know what to do. please tell me im not alone...