I am just in awe. You did wonderful - and Im completely jealous.


Its so important that you hold on to this feeling for as long as you can.. maybe say to yourself each day " V'ing isn't so bad, it feels great afterwards!" just like you are doing with other people - you have been in fear for so long, that if you don't keep telling your brain this, you might revert back to your old thinking - it takes a long time to re-wire thinking.


congrats on puking I hope I never have to go through what you did, but I know I will try to remember what you wrote and maybe it might help me through it [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]