OMG! I never knew this site existed let alone a name for what's been haunting me my ENTIRE life!!!!!!!!!!! I honestly thought I was the only person in the world who was scared to death of v****. I was reading the strange activities list dying laughing because that is soooo me! Am I a Lysol queen...I wipe every door knob, remote control, phone, cell phone, computer keyboard, toilet, sink, handle....pretty much anything that my whole family uses EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I stay up until 2 in the morning doing this. If I don't I'm afraid of what germs could be lurking. Everyone I know laughs at me. It doesn't bother them...at all. But they respect me. For instance at my job...I walk in not knowing my boss has been b***ing in the trash can all day. They kept it from me to keep me from freaking out. Well, I found out and the person that ratted got in huge trouble! I went Lysol crazy!
Then I start grilling everyone...ok...when did it start..do you think it's a virus?...then I'll stay panicked for 3 days until I feel any virus would have passed by then.

I'm terrified of v****ing, but even more terrified of seeing it, hearing it...ick...I think about it non-stop. If one of my kids tells me they have a stomach ache I panick. I stand 20 feet away and ask them...do you think you just have to go potty? Please tell me that's what it is. I'm so terrified of my kids getting a stomache virus again. That was the most horrible experience of my life and I'm not the one who was sick! But all 3 of them and my husband as well were very violently ill all at once. I wanted to leave the state!

Can I ask if anyone else suffers from OCD? Obsessive Compulsive Disorder? It ties in so much with me. I feel like if I don't totally sanitize and disinfect my home daily then someone will get a virus. I am so scared of that happening again. I would rather someone shoot me in the leg to ever see, hear about or actually do "it" ever again!! I mean that literally. I'm so tired of having my kids "pre screen" movies for me. Are there any p*** scenes??? Yes? Nope, not watching that movie.

I'm so glad to have found this board. I'm excited to know I'm not alone and there are many people to support each other. This is the most wonderful thing ever! I look forward to "meeting" all of you.
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