I finally went ahead and did it..got myself a job in a chemist training up to work with medicine, something i have only dreamed of doing. its so good better than i imagined. i get scared when people come in saying about relatives being sick and i stay at a distance from them still make sure i come back home and have lots of actimmel and boost immune system stuff. still worried alot though. but its my dream job, helping people get better. something ive always wanted.

But i cant keep coming home worring every night, that maybe ive catched it. but then again its like working in any shop, anyone could have a virus they just arent telling you personally
:/:/