Oh
gosh I think I made a big mistake tonight. I have been on this diet,
trying to lose weight since the birth of my son in March and I have
done quite well. I am not eating carbs very much after a certain time
of the day but I wanted to have one of those "splurge" nights tonight.
My husband and I went out for dinner tonight and I treated myself for a
nice piece of chocolate cake and it was very rich! Gosh I am n now and
its getting worse and worse by the moment... in fact I feel my mouth
starting to water.. I know I keep on saying that I want to end this
emet and I would have to let myself v if I needed to.. but... I CANT DO
IT! I DONT WANT TO V!! What if I do??? I hate this!! I'm just going to
keep fighting the n until it turns into d, which is what happens! Uggh



Miriam

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