It has been a long while since I have been here. My emet has been up
and down some times it is worse than others. Right now it is real real
REAL bad. I just found out that I am pregnant. I know I should be happy
and don't get me wrong I am happy but at this moment I am terrified. I
have no idea how far along I am yet because I have not seen an OB yet.
I just found out 2 days ago. And since I found out I've been so scared. I
am so scared of getting sick. I am terrified of morning sickness. I am so
scared of getting sick that I really haven't been eating anything. I think if I
don't eat I won't have anything to v*. Morning sickness and v* is all I have
been thinking about. I'm afraid that's all I'm going to think about my whole
pregnancy and I won't enjoy my pregnancy. I just finished reading the
discussion and all the posts that were given to Bella when she was going
through her pregnancy. I am going to try and follow the advice she was
given. Hopefully I can get myself through the next 9 months. It makes me
feel better to know I can come here and talk and get advice from people
who have been or who are going through the samething I am. It's very
comforting.