Ok, this is kind of sad... but its coming up to the 1yr anniversary of when i last v*ed. I know its weird that i know the date etc but i cant help thinking that it will happen again around this time. I was sick last October and the September the year before that. Its like i can only go a year without v*ing then i will v*? Does this sound absolutely mad or what? Like i wont walk to my mums house cos the last time i waled my daughter got ill that night, so i always take the bus. I feel like i complete freak! I told my boyfriend and he laughed at me a bit and i know that you dont v* just cause youve v*ed on that date before but im still nervous about it. Grrrr ignore me im just weird.


sarah xxx