First of all sorry about all the posts..........
I am soo terrified and I dont want to live a life like this because it's just nt worth living like this.... the thought of throwing up makes me want to die. (you all probably feel the same) I am actually prepared to do ANYTHING to stop fearing it. I had this idea, that scares me to death, to help me get over it... I will make myself sick I know it's dodgy... I will do it in the morning after drinking some water... when nobody is at home so no-one will hear... Its soooo scary but may help... what do you guys think???