Okay, so on page 8 I wrote why I thought I was emetophobic. Since then, I've figured it out!

I'm anaphalactic to peanuts. Pretty much, that means if I eat one, I get dead. Well, the first time I remember actually doing the deed, I was maybe 4. It was right after I had eaten some peanuts with Grampa. We didn't know at that point I was allergic, it wasn't as bad previouly. So, I ate it, and almost immediately ran to be ill in the bathroom. I remember my grama asking if I'm okay, me trying to say I threw up, then the next thing I know my mom is carrying me and running me out to the car. Grampa ran behind her with my shoes and they were all really scared. I wasn't sure why, but I was scared too. That's all I remember, but I know now that we went to urgent care and I had to get all medicated and stuff, my throat had closed up.