*sniff* I wish I had been able to come on for a little support but at the same time I am proud that I handled myself quite well.
I have not been sick now in at least 10 years now. I still can't figure out what it was that I ate or drank that made me so sick.
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I woke up around 3:30 feeling horrid. I hadn't been feeling well the latter day. In the back of my mind I KNEW it was going to happen. Fortunatly there wasn't anything in my stomach except a dry waffle I ate when I came home after work and a Smirnoff Ice my husband had bought.
Anyways I stood in the bathroom shaky, sweaty/clammy, salivating and not being able to swallow. Then it happened. I had the toothpaste set up beside me, a glass of water and the tissues.
I did it alone, I did it without freaking out AND I went to work the following day.
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My husband even asked me if I wanted him to stay home with me and I told him he should go to work. I turned down comfort and went on with my day,
It was a downfall for me that it happened but I think I realized that it isn't SO SO bad. My biggest fear now is THAT happeneing away from home.
Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you\'ve never been hurt and live like it\'s heaven on Earth.