Hi, very new here!

I have a question about panic attacks that I haven't really seen described anywhere else here.

When I get a panic attack (always related to emetophobia) I act really awful to everyone around me. I snap/yell at everyone that tries to help while simultaneously begging them to help me :|

Does anyone else do this? Everyone I know is very understanding and dismisses it, but I really hate the way I talk to people during.