I remember when I was sick as a kid and all I wanted was my mom. Why can't I give my kids that?? I shove a bucket by their head and give them some Gingerale and hide in my room! I've even considered getting a surgical mask and gloves when they have the flu. Moms are supposed to be loving when their kids are sick and I don't feel like I'm a good mom. I've been thinking of taking up some type of hobby to take my mind off of this because it's overtaking my life. I look at all the moms picking up their kids at school and they all seem happy and normal and then there's me ready to take off and get home for fear I'll throw up in public. This is no way to live!! I have to force myself to walk to pick my kids up from school, I don't go anywhere. I'm sick of this!!