My emet has gotten so bad ever since i had an sv not long ago. i am so much worse and even more terrified then ever!! i hate this so much i cant do anything. i feel sick (like usual) but now everytime i feel sick its definate to me that its an sv. im so over feeling like this all the time. my stomach is aching which is how the virus started out so now i think i have another one. im so much more sensitive to my body now and i feel "unsafe." I never thought that having to v* would ever happen to me and now that it actually has, i know i cant get away from it anymore and i will do it more often. im so worried about it happening again. ugh i hate my life. how does everyone cope when it gets very bad? i used to know but theres no telling my mind to just calm down anymore and to stress less about it.