I've been told by numerous people, including my parents that I am gaining weight and becoming fat, so I have decided to stop eating. I am not eating anymore, or I am eating very little. I did it for a few weeks this sumemr and lost so much weight. f*** it! I get so much more positive energy when I am skinnier. My mom makes fun of me and always tells me to "put it down..." when I go to eat something.
I checked those weight indexes and they say that I am overweight too. My self-confidence is gone, I am embarassed, so I am gonna stop eating.
I heard all of your weights, and I am bigger than all of you! 5'7" 160 fcukign pounds!
I wanted to try to make myself throw-up, I figured that I could kill two bird with one stone, but I am scared thatI will feel sick afterwards.
I am embarassed of myself!
Lauren