I've struggled with emet since I was 2 but somehow managed to survive. Five months ago my 3 year old son came to live with me full time. I tried not to think about it but I knew the inevitable would happen and two days ago it did. He became ill in front of me and it was all I could do to not pass out. Luckily my dad was there. I don't know if I could have handled it alone. I haven't eaten in two days simply because my nerves are shot. Even though I know he is fine I'm still scared to be around him.

I feel terrible. I feel like an awful parent. I can't take care of my kid when he feels bad. I have to do something. I can't live like this

Thanks for listening