The last month or so I've basically told myself that I'm done living like this. I've stood up for myself, pushed myself harder then I ever have in my life and I've felt much better! Granted, I am not cured.. I still have my moments of weakness but I feel significantly better about myself, my life and my emet. I "grew a pair" lol and realized that my panic attacks are mostly triggered from the every day stress in my life.

I feel like I'm having a hard time describing this, I wish you all could hear my thoughts...

Once I grabbed control of my life again, I started to feel better. Once my confidence in myself started to resurface, my emet started to hide. It's like, the more you get out and do things, the more it slowly starts to go away!

Im sorry if this doesnt make any sense lol!!

But long story short, I just feel better