It's like 12:30am here in California, which means there is no one on to help me or to talk to me! I'm in a downward spiral and omg omg I almost was just sick. I gagged... ran to the kitchen to take some pepto, signed on here, gagged again and ran to the bathroom where I stood over the toilet gagging then I was screaming and crying for my boyfriend to come help me. I want to die... I am so scared to go to sleep right now even though I'm exhausted. After the gaggy went away, I took a phenergan. But I'm still feeling like sh*t. My head hurts, I'm tired, my body hurts and my neck hurts. I want to die. I'm so sick of this feeling like crap all the time, and now almost throwing up!! I can't deal with this!![img]smileys/smilies_16.gif[/img]