Hello everyone in new and have just found this site, ive had this phobia ll ofmy lidfe and its ruined every minute, I cant have an operation cos the pain relief makes me V. I cant take much medication incase of the same thing , I feel sick every night in bed and cant sleep due to the fear, I cant look after my family if they are sick and oh the winter months are just a living hell im waiting every day to get the stomach virus. Its horrible and ive tried, hypnotherapy, esposure treatment, clinical psychologist, you name it ive tried it, life is not worth living when your like this and I always feel ill.Im so pleased I found this site my life is a misery and im 50 years old, its horrible x