Im going to go for it! Im going to get pregnant.. August I will start trying.. I am going to fight all of my fears and do it! Im terrified.. LOL .. is anyone going to start the same journey? I will love to go through this with a buddy.. we can help each other and chat about are fears!

My first step is I am going to ask my gyno for some Zofran.. I have never taken an anti emetic.. but I want to have it on hand... just to be safe..
2 .. I am going to get prego

3.. I am going to find a mid wife that will help me with my fears and find a hospital that lets me have a natural water birth.

So far I am staying positive and praying I make it through without v!