I mean im 19 now... and i can think back to being in grammer school FREAKING out because the kid next to me "didnt feel well". I can also remember being in the 3rd or 4th grade skipping meals because i worried myself so much that i was sick when really i was probabbly just hungry or something. Everyone always asks me if something or one event triggered my phobia.. but i really cant say there has been. I have just always been terrified and over the years my fear has grown WORSE. It's probally at its worst right now then its ever been.

ALSO: People told me im probally so scared because i havent V*ed in a while but then last year i caught the SV and V*ed many times and my fear is only worse.. not better at all anyone have similar stories to mine? or did one even trigger your fear?