My mom is in the hospital her surgery went well. Well a few days ago I had d* for two days. It sucked. Well today as Im sitting here visiting my mom before I go to work the nurses are outside the door talking about how a really bad stomach virus is going around along with strep throat. Strep doesnt bother me im freaking out about this bug. Im scared I havent been cautious enough. Now that im back to normal and dont have d* Im drinking my immune booster again. Im so so so scared. I come to the hospital in the AM to be with my mom then at noon I start my work shift in public. My anxiety is getting the best of me and I dont want it to show. Im scared to be here at the hospital Im scared to go to work Im scared to be around people again. It seems its all coming back. I have an appoitment later this month with my dr. I recieved a letter from her shes no longer going to be working there so now im freaking out wondering what some new doctor is going to do to me...Shes been the only dr to understand me. Ugh so much on my mind, im so scared.