so a couple days ago i was feeling really sick, but, as usual, i ended up getting through it after some panic attacks and copious amounts of crying. after that i was still feeling pretty shaky, but i was okay, i could eat and everything even if i was nervous. today, though, how i felt before seems to have come back. it started earlier, just a hungry kind of nauseas feeling. so i ate some eggs, but the feeling didn't go away. i've been waiting for it to go away but hours later i just feel worse. my stomach feels bloated, but empty, and it tightens in pain, and i'll get these waves of nausea for a few seconds. i tried taking an antacid but so far it hasn't helped a whole lot. i even tried eating more but i just can't, i can't put the food in my mouth. every little bit i get in doesn't seem to do anything except make me more nervous.
i'm seriously at the end of my rope, i thought i was okay but now i'm not and it's so exhausting. i just sit in pain waiting for it to be over and getting more and more anxious and i hate it so much, i hate this. i don't know what to do.