My mom's best friend Tracy lives in our basement, and she recently picked up a horrible sv*, she v*s every 30 minutes; even if she doesn't eat anything, she'll just v* stomach acid. Anyway, she's a total germaphobe and also is aware of my phobia so my mom told me that she's been extremely cautious and has been using Lysol religously on everything she touches upstairs where I stay. She stays in the basement 98.5% of the time. She hasn't v*d or had d* in my bathroom yet, only in hers in the basement.

But, besides feeling trapped and anxious in my own home -- today at work (Taco Bell), a coworker of mine said she wasn't feeling well. She later then told me that she v*d in the bathroom at work. She was also gagging while preparing food. Little did I know, she prepared the food that I ate when I went on break.

I've been in tears all night. I'm panicking, I'm nervous, I feel trapped.
There's no where for me to go. :'(