My dad made a Chinese pork dish and accidentally used out of date soyaki sauce. I ate it because I wanted to prove to myself that I could eat triggering foods like things which are out of date. I just left the dinner table and my anxiety is beginning to spiral out of control. I have a final exam tomorrow and that just makes the fears of getting sick worse, I'm really really scared and my mom is really exhausted and in a bad mood so I can't really talk to her about it she told me just to eat it but I'm afraid she'll be annoyed if I say I'm scared because that is what she's expecting.