Hi guys, having this disorder thing is stopping me from what I love doing, going out. For example today I want to go to these markets but its a 30 minute train trip and 10 minute bus trip. I'm not a fan of public transport because I'm scared that people will laugh or think ewwww if I v.... And same with at restaurants and anything public, I'm also afraid of what will happen after I'm s... Like will anyone help me? Will I loose friends? Where will I go? What will happen? Anyway I really wanna go I these markets today but it is quite a long trip there and it's a bit crowded. I wanna go but what if I'm s...? My sister is coming with me an her friend and I think if I'm s... Her friend will think I'm disgusting :/ helppppp xxx