I'll try to keep this short. I was on the phone with my boyfriend. he said he felt sick. I told him to talk to me on facebook. I get on there. And he told me he v'd. He said it was probably from drinking a bunch of Mountain Dew soda, but I'm not sure. Even though I obviously can't get it over the phone, I just keep thinking, what if its noro, and he wont do a good enough job of cleaning before I come over next? What if I didn't hang up, what if he did it when I was on the phone with him? I'd hear it! The main thing that is getting to me, is I truly love him more than anything. And I hate v more than anything. It kills me knowing he did the very thing I hate; its horrifying. I keep thinking, if I can't even handle v over the phone, how am I going to cope when he does it in person..or when I do it? It's too much to deal with.