I'm not sure whether its happening in my dream and is so vivid it wakes me up. Or if its really happening and wakes me up. I'm not sure hoe to describe it other than like dry heaving bit without the gag. Its freaking me out and now I'm scared to get out of bed or do anything else that I have to do today. I've had real n* for the past couple weeks. Its possible that I could be pregnant but when I took the test Wednesday it was negative. I'm so scared I'm shaking. My dpctor refuses to prescribe me any Ativan or anything else like that for anxiety anymore. Whats a girl to do?