Hey all... I've been having a crappy time lately with emet and my obsessiveintrusivethoughts.I was doing sooo well for a while. I wasn't feeling sick every single day and I was energetic. But for exactly a week now, I haven't gone longer than 5 minutes every single waking hour of every day this week that I haven't thought of some aspect of v*ing, or assuming that I am or someone around me is going tov*!I'm going crazy! I don't know what happened! And now I'm feeling sickly again and all this crap. Its so depressing. I mean, honestly, if I'm going to be thinking this way for the rest of my life, I want to blow my brains out. I'm so upset. I hate myself. [img]smileys/smilies_16.gif[/img]


Allie