So I am out of town visiting relatives this weekend. We are staying at a hotel. I have been feeling out of sorts all week but I've been able to manage. I didn't eat much today but had some pizza for dinner which was sooo good. It felt a bit heavy on my stomach but I figured a good sleep would help me forget about it. But no, I woke up suddenly feeling very sick and started to panic. Then I started to feel claustrophobic and had to get the hell out of the hotel room. I quickly got dressed with my family looking at me like I was a crazy woman bolting out of there like a bat out of hell in the middle of the night. I took the elevator downstairs and started walking around the hotel (dark alleys and all), freezing in just jeans and a cardigan in 7° (45°F) weather. What kind of crazy idiot person goes walking outside half-frozen in a strange city in the middle of the night because she feels*sick? I loathe being around people when I feel sick or panicky; I'd much rather suffer alone. I was actually going to sleep in the car in the parking lot. It's days (nights) like these that make me look at myself and wonder when I'll ever be able to function like a normal person. So tired of this.