Had an operation today on my urethra... I'm on a ward now and in a bit of pain but otherwise feeling okay. What I'm more worried about is the germs I'm surrounded by. There's doctors talking about gastritis in another patient, there's d* marks in the communal toilet, there's a woman suffering from v*... Etc etc. I myself have felt sick today from meds and the op but not feeling n* now (have been given anti-sickness)... But anyway... This whole situation is freaking me out as I feel like I'm having an emet attack on several fronts - I'm scared of hearing/seeing others be sick, I'm scared of being s* cos of my surgery/drugs, I'm scared of picking up a bug here... It's all just too much.

Would really appreciate some encouragement please x