Ive been coming on this site for a few years now & have been cursed with this phobia for decades but just looking at the new posts today has filled me with so many different emotions. Reading how this fear affects all our lives on a daily basis makes me sad, angry & hopeless. Everything we eat, everything we do, everything we feel or think we feel, everytime we go into panic mode cos we've heard of a sv around our area aagghh just every bloody thing. A lot of us seem to just get through a day at a time. Personally I think almost every day if this will be the day 'it' happens. Hardly a day goes by when I dont say to someone how sick I feel, cos I genuinely do. Just wanted to rant really. Anyone else feel like me?