I would just like to say sorry to you all... I feel awful that i just cant bring myself to look at other threads and help because they trigger my anxiety so badly at this time of year... Then im here posting for help but im not returning to help so i just wanted to say sorry for that as i feel like i should be trying to help you all and i just cant brong myself to look at the threads! Sorry but thank you for being there! You all honestly all make me feel safe and comforted when im anxious and whenever i think im alone with this, i remember you all and think of course im not!! So thank you!! *BIG HUGS*