Iv got no energy for this fear now. I have 3 children 2 of which are 3 and in childcare and both me and my partner work with the public! I manage to minimalise exposure by not sending them when I know illness is around and avoiding anyone who has been ill for as long as possible! I have no other fears and it's simply holding me back. Anyone else just think next time I'm exposed just let it happen? Will it be as bad as I remember? It's been years since it happened to me, touch wood lol! X