I am so tired of being paranoid about everything.

For the past week it has all been a nightmare. First it was my son almost getting car sick, then it was my daughters really runny poops, then today my son said something "came up and burned his throat", and now my two year old keeps saying her "tummy aches".

I am just a mess. I'm shaking, I'm crying, my stomach is making awful noises....I can't take this. Me and my husband are supposed to go on vacation this weekend and I'm just a huge train wreck.

I just pray it is nothing. I pray she's being dramatic. I cannot deal with this anymore, I am about to lose it and end up in the mental hospital again. 😔