I had a horrible morning, and my nerves are shot. I'm feeling nervous and agitated.

My dog, love her but she's a brat, peed on the living room throw rug.

The smell was so awful, so awfully awful (taking her to vet to see if she has a bladder infection)... That I nearly v*.

I had a massive dry h*, I thankfully didn't fully v*... If I had it would have only been bile cause I didn't eat breakfast or anything last night.

But now I'm in full grossed out mode and am trying to find a way to calm down cause I'm working myself up... Any ideas?