I feel so horribly close to v*ing tonight. I felt nauseated this
morning but I thought it was just from my stomach being emtpy. I ate
some but didn't feel better until about lunch time. After that I felt
much better for a long time. I even decided that I was well enough to
eat jerk chicken and rice for dinner. I'm regretting it now though
because I feel like I'm moments away from v*.



SORRY IF THIS IS GRAPHIC



My legs are quaking and my abdominal muscles feel tight. I'm just in
full panic here! My throat keeps getting tight and I feel like I'm
gagging. I'll occasionally burp and taste my dinner...does that mean
I'm going to v*?



I don't know why I would. Dinner was six hours ago so it couldn't be
food poisoning, and I was worried about having an ear infection but I
went to the doctor today and she said there was no sign of infection.
It would have to be a sv then right?





I'm SO scared that I'm sick. I'm starting to feel like phantom (or
possibly not?) muscle aches. Is that from the panic attack or does it
mean I have something?



I realize I may be somewhat annoying but please someone help if you can. I'd be forever greatful for any respose at all. [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img][img]smileys/smilies_16.gif[/img]