OK so Thursday I'm supposed to go on a 2 hr road trip w/ the ex (we're still friends so it's cool, nothing uncomfortable) and then come back Friday, so really not much of a trip lol. Anyways I am having all the usual worries. he's letting me drive, actually it was his idea and had nothign to do w/ my emet/panic so that was cool even tho we're taking his car. I just worry, I think I may chicken out and I hate doing that and letting people down especially since he will be driving 1 1/2 hours out of the way to get me. Then I think I may panic or v* or whatever. Then I think because I was on antibiotics about a month ago and then again (just finished thsi w/e) for my stupid tooth and it says that up to 2 wks after finishing diarrhea can occur so I'm what iffing that even tho Ive taken this antibiotic my whole life and never had any problems and even tho i ate a yogurt today (late preventative lol) I worry cuz the times were so close of taking them and because I didn't eat yogurt while ont hem this time. AHHH! I'm enough to drive myself INSANE!!!!! I know how stupid and irrational I sound and Mary already helped me w/ this and soem other issues w/ this but I'm just freaking crazy! So I guess this is just a venting about my own insanity! I mean i know you guys go on trips, further trips and are fine but I'm sucha freak!