I thought i'd NEVER have it! i'm SUPER careful with my food.. as is my mother... but yes.. it happened!


It was meat from the local food store place (therefore i am turning vegetarian!). It was thoroughly cooked, so, we hypothesise that it was an error in the store.. maybe they let it de-thaw and re-froze it again... we don't know.


All i kow is i woke up and was very very close at V*ing. i didn't though.. but it's another time where i know if i wasnt emetophobic i would have done it. don't you jut love times lke that?! =|


I went super super pale... shakey... and my stomach was doing somersaults all day because of it.


Today i'm still finding it hard to eat... but i'm getting there slowly.


But wow -- it shook me up. i yet again was stuck in my bed wishing i could die because i thought i was going to v*. Rational? No. lol.


hope u all are ok. the reason for me posting this? am unsure... just felt lke it! lol


Jen xxxxx