I almost threw up today and tomorrow.

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First and foremost, I'm sorry if I'm annoying. 2017 definitely has been my worst year, regarding my fear. I'm nervous and need help. Or advice.

Since yesterday night, I've been close to throwing up. I'd endure the feeling until it went away then I'd go to sleep. I wouldn't have nausea, I'd have lower abdominal pain but little to no upper abdominal pain (at least not that I remember), no excess saliva.

I'd actually feel like I'd have to make a BM, but then I'd get this feeling like I'm about to vomit and I don't understand why. Like I said, the nausea isn't there. My throat and mouth actually get a little dry & pretty congested, my vision starts acting weird, and then I'd feel as if I'm about to get sick.

I want to believe it's all in my head but at the same time I'm usually not thinking about it when it happens. At least I wouldn't be consciously aware that I am.

Can anxiety be subconscious? Is that what it is? I know sometimes when I drink water to get rid of the dryness, I'll, almost uncontrollably, mentally tell myself "That water's gonna make you throw up." Of course I don't. But I'll really feel like it. What bothers me more is the fact that I took a zofran and the feeling is somewhat gone. That's a good thing but at the same time, it makes me think the feeling is real, because I heard anti-emetics don't help anxiety-based nausea.