i know i already posted about this not too long ago. well, i started going to the gym the other day. i went the day before yesterday and yesterday. i am not going today because i have a POUNDING headache. but now i just feel useless and fat, like im just sitting around eating and not doing anything. I FEEL SO GROSS and i really just hate myself right now. i dont want to be in my skin. i really wish i was someone else right now.