I really have a hard time figuring out what anxiety is. Yesterday, my best friend who works in a hospital told me that she wasn't feeling good earlier this week (sunday and monday). She had d* and was n*, and tired. Ever since then, I have been freaking out. I was with her for a while yesterday now I'm afraid that maybe she is sick today, and what if I catch it. My stomach feels like it's in knots (not cramps), I'm afraid to eat, I sometimes feel lightheaded, I have g*s(so embarassing, but I don't really know if it's a symptom of anxiety), and I can't keep concentration on anything but this stupid phobia. Everyone keeps asking me what's wrong, and I say nothing I'm fine. I just need to talk to people who understand me right now, and that's you!!!! Sorry so long, but I feel like I'm falling apart.


Kelly