I've been feeling like an off and on nausea tonight.



I'm trying to tell myself that it's no big deal if I v* but it just
isn't working. I know that it won't be the end of the world, but I
still really, really don't want that to do it!



I don't want to spend tonight laying around sick. I want to be able to
relax, and enjoy the last few hours of the weekend, and prepare for my
test tomorrow.



I'm so afraid I have a sv. It'll be my own damn fault too. It's
February, one of the worst months for illness, so I should know better
but I've been getting careless about rubbing my eyes. I can't help it
they just always seem to feel scratchy and like they have something in
them!



What should I do? I know that it's no big deal if I v*, I really
do....logically. However, I still don't want to, but I have absolutely
no control over it. I feel so helpless.