I have my yearly physical tommorow afternoon and I'm getting really nervous. I've had physicals before but this one will include my first pap exam. UGH.
Any tips for someone on their first time? I get really squeamish around doctors and last time she tried to do it, I couldn't and felt really faint. I really don't want to faint in the doctors office and I'm afraid it will hurt.
My doctor isn't the friendliest woman and i always feel that she's in a rush, so I really am nervous about this appointment. I'm in the process of finding a new doctor by the way.
.I just want to feel safe in my own skin. I just want to be happy again. I just want to feel deep in my own world. But I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself. <3