I just woke up from a dream that was SO real and SO scary...I couldn't tell if I was awake or asleep for several minutes. I went downstairs and got my 13 year old and made him come upstairs because my dream was about him dying and me trying to get to him. Now he's in my room and I'm out here because I feel sick and like "d". I just took a promethazine and a clonazepam and am waiting for it to kick in. I don't know what is wrong with me I am supposed to meet someone tomorrow night (first date in many years) and I was anxious about that when I went to sleep but I can't imagine it could have this much of an effect on me. God I hate this...this is why I don't want to sleep at night. I'm so scared, I am feeling sick I just want it to go away.


Kathleen