i wil keep my fingers crossed for you tooo... and i can also relate to feeling scared about letting down ur "barrier".


i felot, when i first went to see my psychiatrist for the first time, i had completly opened up to this stranger, about my phobia, for the first time ever. and for him to turn around and not really help AT ALL... well. yeah. i just felt extremely exposed... and i felt vulnerable... and i felt sensitive..


but, then i strted talking to my social worker, and altho it was harder for me to let this barrier between me adn her break down, i managed it, and its the best thing i hav ever done. thers no point going thru therapy unless u are prepared to be COMPLETELY honest about what u r suffering, and to not hold nething back.


anyway, sorry if tht was a bit off the point...


tke care


Jen xxxxxxx