thankx sally dreamer and suze,


really nice to know i have your support on this.


I am on the list for CBT at the moment and I do have tablets here to try controll my OCD, but I can not bring myself to take them and as of yet have it set in my mind i wont,I want to get through this clear headed or as clear as I can.


my mother is now in bed and she made some snide comment as she went up the stairs,isnt to much I can do about my life at home at the moment,I may be moving to Kinlos or that area around there, and I am abolutly utterly ******g myself about it.