I'm sorry you are in so much pain. I went through a period like you are describing and although things were bad, I never thought of medication to fix them. I was in college at the time and my friends that I had grown very close to were all breaking away from me. I couldn't understand, I kept thinking it must have been something I had done. I was depressed for over a year. I felt alone, I was a recluse, I never left my dorm room except for classes and meals. I never left campus. Then, one day, it hit me. I hadn't done ANYTHING to make them treat me like that, so why was I allowing them to make me feel like this. I decided then not to be in the depression anymore. It took several weeks, but I gradually started living life again. I've been out of college over 10 years now, OMG, i'm old, lol, and recently one of my "friends" emailed me out of the blue. We caught up on stuff and I finally asked her why she "ditched" me in school. She basically explained that she was scared of graduating and entering the real world and basically, she was suffering from seperation anxiety issues, leaving all her friends and school ending, was just to much for her.
If you feel that medication will help, I encourage you to see your doctor. However, you might want to try helping yourself first, to see if it makes a difference. If it's a nice day outside, go for a walk, don't sit in the house. Walking helped me alot because it got my head clear.
I hope you feel better soon.
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